I reinstalled twitter only to found out that after a month of deactivating, the acc with self-destruct hahahah so twitter is out -
Because of that reason as well, I reactivated my instagram acc, didn't want the same thing to happened to my insta. I have alot of precious things in that acc and I can't lose that as well. However, I didn't installed it back to my phone. I don't feel the need to see other peoples life or post anything about my own life. Most of the pictures I've shared before was a version that I was not fond of anyway so. I rather hide under my cocoon for now and bloom in silence *tetiba hahahaha. Really focusing more on myself these days and I truly enjoy the peacefulness that comes with it. Social medias like a disease to me right now and I want to be cured from it.
Facebook has no effect what so ever on me. I only kept it because I needed to keep up with whatever that is going on with the world I lived it.
Youtube is fine; my daily source of entertaiment right there.
Tumblr..I had yet another relapse when I reinstalled it after Eid ended. And I thought I was going to be just fine since I took a long break..nope I'm such a mess. I get triggered so easily. I've followed so many positive tumblr blogs and somehow I ended up searching for sad shit, it's a bad addiction that I don't know how to control...I've uninstalled it again for like the 2nd time in few months *gilaa . Tumblr was becoming too much for me because without insta or twitter I ended up spending hours pulak kt situ, then what's the bloody point of the detox if I'm going to spend more hours on another socmed kann, hence it is for the best and my decision are final.
