2010
2018
I swear there are older pictures of us but most of them are probably with Nadiah since she's the one that has a camera when we were younger hahaha
The one on the left is one of the few important personas in my life.We have went through a whole lot of dramas (and phases of fangirls too eheh) The first time we meet was actually in 2005 during primary school; it has been 13 years now omg. I don't know how it happened but the moment she walked in that 4 Intan class, I almost instantly wanted to be her friend. I was the 1st the approached her and tried talking to her, Kak Yah was rather shy hahaha Why the name nickname Kak Yah? Lol because her siblings called her that and I wanted to play along; she hates it at first and told me to stop but at the end I was the only one of her friend that called her by that name. I got used to it >.<
She was also the one that got me interested in video making/editing. We had alot of fun lipsync to a whole lot of english songs back then hahah and it's kinda shamed now that we haven't done any for korean songs since we got older (maybe we should? *wink hahah) It was hella cringing but it was good memories doing all of that. Lets just say I spend alot of time with her. She can literally be considered as part of my teenage-hood.
And what's amazing is that we drifted apart due to some circumstances. We weren't in together in the same class for 2 years and then met back in highschool. We managed to stay together for 3 years; although we only sat next to each other for like a year and then we switched places. But that didn't like stop me from calling her (back then there were only landlines okay, we have handphones but it cost alot more to call with it so..hahaha) almost daily after coming back from school. I don't even know what we talked about lol but we probably membawang, alot.
Unfortunately at the start of form 4/5, she entered a boarding school hundreds km away from me and lol we drifted apart again. It kinda got complicated as well during those two years but yeah I'm just going to let it be a secret between us. We both just laugh it out whenever we thought about it now. But lets just say that she's the kind of person that would willing to sacrificed just to see the people that she cares about happy. I'm still abit overwhelmed about it because what she did wasn't necessary back then. But she did it for me. this girlllll kan..
Long story short after highschool ended, both of us actually went on different ways; studied in diff places; meet other people. But thanks to technology I guess we managed to keep in touch from time to time. I think me and her are like the kind of bestfriends that doesn't have the need to talk to each other like all the time, but we both know we care and be for each other when needed. She's the person I would look for if there is a gathering among our friends, like all the time. Because everytime we met there's always something to talked about. It was never awkward, the bestfriend mode comes naturally when I'm around her ehehe
I know she's dealing with some stuff currently and I know she's going to reading this sooner or later (probably reading it right now hahaha) just know that things are going to be okay. It may suck now but it won't suck forever. Just keep your chin up and focus on things that matters right now. If it is meant to be, it will be anyway. Hence, put your trust in Him, don't be sad and sbar. You'll get through this <3
