I hate that I love you

it is 1.50 am and an hour ago I've just finished watching korean drama "Secret Love" and you want to know what I freaking hate watching those kind of romantic drama/movie..not that because the drama/movie suck or anything its just that hmm..

*frustration sets in

here are some of the reasons why I hate watching kdramas :
  1. They make me cry my eyeballs out, every single time.. like seriously I'll cry when it comes to sad scenes when the couple have to break up because of some shit excuses and i'll cry again when they got back together and after i finished watching, i'll go into my room and stay still for a couple of minutes and then the tears will come streaming down like some kind of waterfall.
  2. I have trouble falling asleep because my nose got blocked from all the crying-.-
  3. I'll end up wanting a relationship just like the d/m that I just watched. it upsets me more because just when i thought i don't need a man to make me happy, i caught myself wishing a prince will come and swept me of my feet..
  4. I watched all these romantic d/m and at the end i'll always felt depressed, feeling lonely and hopeless. I'll go through a day of sadness and self pity..
  5. I'll start daydreaming of the things that seemed really impossible to happen in real life lmao
 I've just gave 5 reasons why I hate watching romantic d/m..the final reason would be after all the sadness I went through after watching a romantic chic flick, i'll will always, always seemed to forget about all the reasons and ended up watching another romantic d/m.. 

I have all the reasons to hate romantic d/m but at the same time, i love watching it and i can't stop..
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