Recently SPM result came out and personally for me i'm okay with my result, a little bit disappointed..yes but i'm alright, my parents didn't judge..so others can just shut the hell up, thank you very much :*
I've been looking through shit loads of universities website and I've finally come to a stupid conclusion..I seriously don't know what I want in my life anymore.. It is freaking empty and i felt like i don't want to do anything..there's definitely something wrong with me:/ I can't be the only one who feels this way am I?..sure when I was younger I have this crazy big ass ambition in my head like, 'ohh I wanted to be a doctor when I grew up", scratch that! I don't even want to get near that career, lol..I did the "Ujian Kerjaya Uitm" and the results are mostly good..Well it says that with my SPM result I could apply for Interior Design. I was pretty surprise when I saw that I could apply for that course and immediately told my parents about it. My parents warned me about taking this course lol because they've experienced it for themselves. They say that if I want this, I should be ready physically and mentally because it is not an easy course to take. They also told me that this course cost alot of money so they want me to think deeply about this because they don't want me to be a quit halfway through the process. So I did the thinking and personally i think this would be a good course for me because i can help my parents in the future. Both of my parents works as an interior designer. I saw the drawings they did and went to their office all the time. Don't even mention the amount of design mags and books that I've seen and read for the past 18 years of my life. But the thing is, I'm not that talented or even creative lol I don't have that much basics in drawings especially technical drawings because I'm a pure science student. ugh can I do this.
Yes, I did applied the course as my first option in my UPU. urgh this is nerve wrecking. Anyway I hope that i get something other than nothing and then i'll figure out my way from there, Amin. Whatever I'll be when i grow up, i just hope that it will be something that is halal and. Right now, I'm waiting for the acceptance letter from the university/poly that I applied too..I hope I do get one. save me a spot, pleasee
