That kid always wondered what feels like to be a grown up and today she did it. she is officially 20 years old. Frankly, she's having a hard time believing that she is already reached a new phase in her life. a phase where people around her will expect her to do the right decisions and not mess up. She still feels like a kid though, lol. With that being said, Happy 20th Birthday Ku Zafirah. Congratulations on surviving 20 years on earth. You're a grown woman now so please be more mature in the future. It's time to get serious, you can't play around anymore. Your future is on the line.Yes, I know that things aren't going so smoothly these couple of years. You've gone through a series of hardships, but hey that hardships turned you into a lady you're now and i'm damn proud of you (just so you know). You'll do fine in the future, i'm sure. All you need to do is take one step at a time and just focus on what's important first. Set your priorities right. People will come and go in your life. You might fall inlove again, you know (beware). There will be a time when you feel like absolute shit or hit rock bottom but just remember to pick yourself up again and start over, it's okay. You can't let people take advantage of you anymore. No more please. You can't keep depending on people around you and start do things on your own. that way you can improve much better. You know, you always care more about other people than yourself so for a change, how about instead of constantly asking someone else "are you alright?" you should really ask yourself that question. Maybe.. just maybe it will lift some of that load off your back. Love yourself more please before you start loving someone else. please. Once again, saengil chukkae (Happy Birthday)
